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From the Archive of Gitananda Yoga Gesellschaft Deutschland e. V.

6. December 2010

BHAVANA: THE YOGIC ART OF BEING

Kalaimamani, Yogacharini Smt. MEENAKSHI DEVI BHAVANANI


The rishis have taught us that not only we are what we think, but also, the world is as we think it to be! Attitude is all! An essential skill in the art of yoga is the ability to create the appropriate bhavana, state of mind, towards everything, that happens to us. I myself learned an important lesson in the science of constructing positive attitudes from a very lowly creature - a fly!
While drinking a glass of fresh orange juice, something small and black swimming in the bright yellow juice caught my eye. It was a fly! I threw the juice quickly to the ground, spitting the rest out in horror. How close I had come to swallowing a fly! Then, I mused. What if I had not noticed that fly in time? What if I had indeed simply drunk it down, never knowing that I had consumed the insect? It wouldn't have made a bit of difference to my body. My digestive juices would have taken care of it, along with the orange juice, and I would not have been the wiser! Yet, what horror and revulsion I suffered when I saw it! This ordinary incident was a major realization for me. I became fully aware of the incredible power our thoughts and consequent attitudes (bhavanas) have to alter and affect our conscious reality: the awful difference between the objective event and what we think of the event, or our reaction to that event.
Dr. Victor Frankel, an Austrian psychoanalyst, discovered his famous psychiatric treatment now known as logotherapy while interred in a German concentration camp during World War II. It was there, in a place where most lived in despair and suffering, that he underwent a spiritual transformation which illuminated his inner life. Deprived of all that he owned, separated from his loved ones, imprisoned, he discovered a freedom which none, not even the worst dictator could take away. He discovered that "the only ultimate freedom" that any human being could possess was "the freedom to choose their own attitude". This discovery, which preserved his physical and emotional health during a time of great stress, later became the corner-stone of his famous psychological therapy.

Adi vyadhi: mind over matter: Like most Western so-called "modern discoveries", this philosophical and psychological fact had been known and utilized for untold millennia by Hindu thinkers. Adi vyadhi, the principle of the power of mind over the material reality, was taught by the rishi Vashista to his young disciple, the yuvaraja, Lord Rama, and has since been extolled by enlightened men through generations to their disciples in India.
In my own case, the near swallowing of the fly brought me to the same realizations as Dr. Victor Frankel, rishi Vashista and lord Rama, though in a much more humble and mundane way. I fully and clearly realised at that moment that what happens to us is not so important as what we "think" of what happens to us! In other words, our attitude towards the event is the determining factor of our karma. Sub-consciously, this realization had been brewing for a long time. My mother was my first object lesson. Her joy at picking and eating the first redripe tomato of her garden each season could not have been greater had my father presented her with a diamond ring or gold necklace! She took such delight in the changing seasons, the coloured leaves of autumn or the first snow-flake of the winter. The objects which gave her intense joy were small and common, but her delight was great. I realised then, partially, that living in a palace, wearing silks and jewels, even being 'queen of the world', could not have produced a greater joy in her consciousness, than the first snowflake, or the taste of that first red-ripe tomato. It was the internal state itself that was important, not that which produced it!

All events are multi-dimensional: In that same line of thought, I realised that every event is multi-dimensional in this interrelated world of phenomena. A man walks along a jungle path. A tiger eats him up. Good karma for the tiger, but bad karma for the man! In the universal scheme, one being's pleasure often produces another being's pain. One being's life may demand another being's death. We cannot change the universal scheme of things, but we can change our attitude towards it. It is told in the Jataka Tales that the Buddha in one incarnation, while walking through a forest, came upon a mother tiger starving with her two cubs. In a gesture of divine compassion, he sat in padma asana, and offered his body to the tigress as food for her and her cubs, which she accepted. What a difference between the Buddha's attitude and the ordinary man who is eaten by a tiger!
It is taught by our yogarishis that one can change one's karma by one's own reaction, one's attitude or bhavana to it. Witness the story of the devotee who approached the guru and asked him how many rebirths he would have to suffer before he would be free of the samsaric cycle. The guru said, "You have only ten re-births left, my son". The man walked away dejected that he would have to go through so many more bodies. Soon another man came. "Beloved teacher", he said, "Please tell me how many births I will have before attaining moksha". "My son", said the guru, "You will have to be born 10,000 more times". "Only 10,000 more births!" The man replied in ecstasy. He danced and shouted for joy. "Only 10,000 more births!" And at that very moment he became enlightened! All true spiritual freedom lies in one's attitude towards the event, the position that the mind takes. Perhaps the event cannot be changed but one's attitude can be changed. The attitude, the bhavana, is surely under the control of the conscious will. And circular that karma be, sometimes that very attitude has the power to alter the event.
"What shall we do? Where shall we go?" a disciple of the guru once complained to the master. "In summer it is so hot. In winter it is too cold". The guru smiled and replied, "Go someplace where it is neither hot nor cold". Where can that place be? Only in the mind, which simply accepts hot as hot, and cold as cold and does not react to it, calling it pleasure or pain, liking it or disliking it.

Different levels of consciousness: Human beings, like fish in water, live in different levels of consciousness. Though ten people are outwardly passing through the same experience, they may in actual fact, be having ten completely different experiences according to their conditioning and their attitudes! I have toured south Indian temples thousands of years old, relishing in ecstasy the most mind-boggling vibrations, viewing the most exquisite sculptures. Traveling with my students, I marveled at the fabulous temple architecture, the music and the dance, the lush green rice paddies, the graceful village women carrying brass pots on their heads which shimmered beautifully in the rays of a rising sun. Yet I have often found to my dismay that I was on a "solo" tour! My companions had a completely different experience. They suffered terrible heat, were bitten by thousands of ferocious South Indian mosquitoes, burnt their tongues with the hot spiced food and were revolted by the dirt they saw everywhere! They saw little of what I had seen, had felt little of the emotions which I had felt! Their attitudes and my attitude were galaxies apart. The external experiences were the same, but the internal reactions to those experiences were vastly different.
Another instance of the power of the mental attitude or bhavana comes to mind. In Malaga, Spain, I went daily to the market for shopping and I passed a short, fat Spanish girl, who always sat next to a soft ice cream machine. She was there if I passed at 8 a.m. in the morning, and she was there when I returned at noon. If I happened to venture out in the late afternoon, I saw her there, talking and joking with her customers. I marveled at her cheerful disposition in such a boring occupation. I laughed to myself that she was a "prisoner of that ice cream machine." She couldn't move from that spot, for a customer might come, wanting ice cream. She might as well have been chained to it! Indeed, what, I thought, if she had been condemned as a punishment to sit day after day by that ice cream machine, chained by a leg to its base. She would have suffered extreme mental torture and after a few weeks, might even have gone mad. But because she had chosen to do this job, for her livelihood, day after day, of her own free will, she did it willingly, even cheerfully, laughing and joking with those who passed by, month after month. Her life was livable because of her attitude towards her situation.

Living in the present: The human mind also has a very bad habit of clinging to past experiences and allowing them to colour its attitude towards the present. The mind, like a hungry dog with a bone, loves to chew over and over again, the same past experience, suffering anew if the experience was painful, enjoying afresh if the experience contained pleasure. A Zen story illustrates well this human tendency. Two monks were walking down the road when they came to a young girl, standing by the side of a raging river. The girl was frightened of the river, but had to cross it to reach her home on the opposite side. The older monk picked the young girl up, hoisted her on his back, and carried her to the other bank. The two monks then resumed their walk along the path. After half an hour, the younger monk could contain himself no longer. "You know that it is forbidden to us to even go near young and beautiful girls. Yet you picked that one up and took her to the other side". The older monk laughed and said, "I left that girl at the river side. Are you still carrying her?"
The great guru Swami Gitananda often told another story that illustrates the power of bhavana. One morning as he was walking down the street, he met a friend who was terribly unhappy and depressed. "What's the matter, Ram?" he asked. The man wept. "My wife has just died. Woe is me! Who will look after me! Who will cook my dosas and wash my clothes? What shall I ever do! My wife is dead!" Swamiji consoled the man as best he could and sent him on his way. A little farther down the street Swamiji met another friend, Krishnamurthi, who was walking with joyful steps down the road. "Namaskar!" Krishnamurthi greeted him with a smile, "How are you, Swamiji? I am so happy to see you!" "I am well", Swamiji replied. "And you look very happy indeed". "I am very happy today, Swamiji. Let me tell you why. My wife has just died". "Your wife has just died?" Swamiji replied, somewhat shocked by his friend's behaviour. "Yes", little Krishnamurthi replied. "She has gone to the Lotus Feet of her Lord at last. She suffered so much these last few years from incurable disease. She was a good wife. She has served me and the children well. She has lived a good life, and now she is free". And with these words, he went on his way. The external event was the same, the death of the wife. But in that death, one man could only think of himself and his own misery caused by the loss of his helpmate. The other man, taking a positive attitude, realized the blessings of death in the circumstances and faced his life cheerfully despite the tragedy.
Because fasting is an essential part of yoga practice in our ashram we often go without food for days. In fact, I have many times gone on twenty-one-day fasts. During those fasts I have experienced the great joy and spiritual exhilaration brought about by such a Tapas. Yet, daily, beggars approach me on the street with mournful, hungry and pitiful looks. "Amma, Amma!" they say, "Very hungry! No food today! I will die! Please give money!" They are miserable if they have to go even one day without eating! Both the beggar and I go without food, but with what a difference in our attitudes!

Hatha yoga and bhavana:
Hatha yoga provides an important method for cultivating a personality capable of choosing the right attitude to take in any given situation. How can this be so? Let me explain! The English word "attitude" according to the dictionary, means "the position of the body" or "state of mind .... regarding some matter". Funk and Wagnall's Standard College Dictionary further explains: "attitude... is a synonym of "position"... which means location or orientation in space.... It also means a chosen point of view or opinion." Attitude is thus closely related to "position of the body", for the way we hold our body also indicates our attitude or state of mind. In Sanskrit, the word "asana" springs from the root "asi" or "to be". "Asana" then reflects also a "state of being". "Asana" in modern yogic context has come to indicate merely a gymnastic contortion of the body. But, in essence, "asana" also means "attitude" or "bhavana" or "state of being". "Asana" reflects the "bhavana", and also can produce the "bhavana". Thus, it logically follows that we may use asanas consciously to help construct positive attitudes or bhavanas. The "asana" helps us to "choose" the "correct point of view or position of both mind and body" towards every situation in our life. In hatha yoga, every possible position of which the human body is capable is explored: the body is turned upside down, bent forward, bent backward, balanced on one leg, on the hands, on the tail bone etc. The body poses are numerous and the body is made flexible, capable of assuming any position the mind requires. Since body positions reflect attitude or bhavana, a flexible body will aid in cultivating a flexible mind, one which is capable of seeing a situation from all possible angles, and then, consciously choosing the best possible position to take in regards to it! Thus bhavana, attitude and asana are intimately related, each dramatically affecting the other!

The freedom only to choose one's attitude: Westerners critical of the Hindu cultural pattern and its rigid system of expectations and roles lose sight of the importance of one's mental attitude in bringing about spiritual peace and joy. The Western mind constantly seeks an external paradise (either here or in the hereafter) wherein it can be happy, whereas the Eastern mind, blessed by a wiser tradition, knows that paradise lies solely within the mind. In fact, the very rigidity of the Hindu system fosters positive attitudes. For example, the Hindu attitude towards marriage has produced strong family stability. Marriages are forever in traditional Hindu culture, literally "till death do the couple part." If one knows that one must live with one's spouse the rest of one's life and that there is no alternative, certainly one's attitude towards him or her will be much different, than if one knows that one can easily leave him or her any moment for any reason whatsoever!
If one exists in a structure which cannot be changed, even if the resultant situation is intolerable, then one must either change one's attitude or die or go insane or run away. There is a beautiful prayer to this effect: "Lord, grant me the strength to change that which can be changed, the patience to accept that which cannot be changed, and the wisdom to know the difference"! This was the great prayer which Victor Frankel learned during his years in a concentration camp. This, of course, also requires great faith in the Universe and wisdom enough to perceive the situation accurately. One must believe, or know, that every situation into which one is placed is exactly the situation needed for one's growth, for one's further evolution. In Patanjali's system of yoga, this bhavana or attitude is the fifth niyama and is called ishwar pranidhana, or submission to the will of the Lord, accepting all conditions as a prasadam from God. That is the essence of the yogic attitude towards life. That is also the essence of Christ's "be-attitude", or the correct attitude towards being. Every event, every relationship, every situation, pleasant or unpleasant, becomes a means through which one can evolve, through which one can grow spiritually. When one is over the "hump" of seeking for external paradises, of seeking a place to rest which is neither too hot nor too cold, when one realizes that that ideal place exists only in his own mind and in a positive attitude towards the Universe, then one is walking firmly on the spiritual path. One understands that heaven (or hell) lies within our own minds.
Goldie Meier, the former Prime Minister of Israel, was once asked the secret of the immense power of her small nation's survival under such hostile conditions. She thought for a few moments and then said simply, "Our strength stems from the fact that we have no alternative". Indeed, when one has no alternative, anything is possible. When one allows oneself no excuses, one can achieve the impossible. When in an impossible situation, when in a corner backed to the wall, when there is no escape, it is then and there that the positive attitude can change a coward to a hero, a weakling to a man of strength, and failure to success.
I am always grateful that on that day I didn't swallow that fly. Not that it would have made any difference to my vegetarian body. Surely that little insect could have been easily digested and I, none the wiser. But that incident with the little fly became the culmination point in a chain of thinking that had begun long before in childhood musings. It was the straw that broke the back of a false conditioning and in a single stroke, I found myself freed into a realm of consciousness in which every experience was welcomed as another opportunity for evolution. Cold or hot, pleasant or unpleasant, success or failure - all this became totally irrelevant. It was that lowly fly which taught me the true meaning of the beatitude and gave me the correct bhavana, the yogic attitude, towards 'being'.

 

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